OUR PROMISES ♥

2010-07-16T10:19:00.002+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY MY HUBBY!!

here's your birthday song

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HUBBY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!

hehe..hubby old 1yr again le..

seems like i just celebrate your 20th birthday! haha..

hope you will enjoy your day with me today and tomorrow

LOVE YOU! MUACKS~

LoveJeffTBS <3

2010-05-30T23:46:00.000+08:00

It will never change the Me in You

AND AND AND

You will never able to understand how hurt it is

2010-05-22T01:39:00.000+08:00

This few days/week has been busy planning for hubby's 21st

Its my first time putting in sooooo much effort and feeling so stress

In my 20years of life, this is the first time i book a chalet (:

Have been losing sleep and have can't concentrate on studies too

Anyways, i wanna thanks to all my friends who helped me

and Thanks CHERLYN DEARIE accompany me all the way down to pasir ris just to book the chalet after a tiring school day.. appreciated <3

can say the thing i stress most has settled but not fully

i guess the rest of the things can settled easily

ohya! there's one more thing i need to stress over too =(

but whatever it is, i'm doing it for my loved one so it's worth it

i wanna make a memorable 21st for him but i cant promise

it can't be a very perfect one too

people around me will know how much effort i put in for his 21st

also know how tired and stress i am as they can see it from their eyes

calling here and there, asking around, and i have did whatever i can to hunt down all chalet in singapore

BUT! July is soooo fully packed *disappointment*

Tomorrow i'm going to let my hair down to enjoy SHOW LUO ZHI XIANG'S CONCERT!!!

WOOOOHOOO~~~~

cant wait for it man.. excited~ OMG OMG OMG~ HAHA! (:

*you will nvr know how hurt it is to know that i'm this type of person to you*

LoveJeffTBS <3

2010-05-17T15:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 25th MONTHSARY HUBBY! <3

LoveJeffTBS<3

2010-05-16T23:43:00.001+08:00

i always thought that the changes in me do make you happier and make this relationship better

beside the coldness i have given you

i thought what i expect to get from you won't be too much from what i have expected from you the past 1year plus

but i think i'm wrong and things turn complicated

maybe is the way i handle things

you may not know the real reasons behind it

things aren't clear at all

misunderstanding here and there
but hubby, i know you are doing it for love

whenever i'm missing you

i will take my hoodie to smell your perfume smell

i will on my itouch to listen to my favourite song you sing that i have recorded that day

i will read all the smses you have sent me

i will hug the 2bears you bought for me to sleep

i will do whatever things that makes me feel like you are beside or nearby me

i appreciate the effort you have done for me

thanks hubby <3

our characters and personalities are different

but there's one important that is common within us

is that we are crazy in love with each other

LoveJeffTBS <3

2010-05-13T15:43:00.001+08:00

just read one blog post and ...

I believe there will be one day for the changes

and you will understand it one day too

I will wait for the day and hope there will really be a day

LoveJeffTBS <3

2010-05-07T12:12:00.001+08:00

49 Sweetest Things To Do With Your Girlfriend/Boyfriend

1.   Back rubs/massages.

2.   French Kiss.

3.   Whisper to each other.

4.   Skinny dip.

5.   Hold hands.

6.   Buy gifts for each other.

7.   Roses.

8.   Find out their favorite cologne/perfume and wear it every time you’re together.

9.   Kiss at every chance you get.

10.   Lightly kiss their collarbone and their jawbone just below the ear, then whisper I love you.

11.   Hugs are the universal medicine.

12.   Say I love you, only when you mean it and make sure they know you mean it.

13.   Give random gifts of flowers/candy/poetry etc.

14.   Tell her that she’s the only girl you ever want. Don’t lie.

15.   Spend every second possible together.

16.   Tell her that she doesn’t have to do anything she doesn’t want to. And mean it.

17.   Look into each other’s eyes.

18.   Very lightly push up her chin, look into her eyes, tell her you love her, and kiss her lightly.

19.   When in public, only flirt w/ each other.

20.   Put love notes in their pockets when they aren’t looking.

21.   Buy her a ring.

22.   PDA = Public Display of Affection.

23.   Take advantage of any time alone together.

24.   Tell her about how you answered every question in math with her name.

25.   Let her sit on your lap.

26.   Lips were made for kissing. So were eyes, and fingers, and cheeks, and collarbones, and hands, and ears.

27.   Always hold her around her hips/sides.

28.   Hold her hand, stare into her eyes, kiss her hand and then put it over your heart.

29.   Unless you can feel their heart beating, you aren’t close enough.

30.   Do cute things like write I love you in a note so that they have to look in a mirror to read it.

31.   Break every one of your parent’s relationship rules for them.

32.   Make excuses to call them every 5 minutes.

33.   Even if you are really busy doing something, go out of your way to call and say I love you.

34.   Call from your vacation spot to tell them you were thinking about them.

35.   Ride your bike 8 miles just to see them for a few hours.

36.   Ride home and call them.

37.   Tell each other your most sacred secrets/fears.

38.   Brush her hair out of her face for her.

39.   Hang out with his/her friends.

40.   Learn from each other and don’t make the same mistake twice.

41.   Everyone deserves a second chance.

42.   Make sacrifices for each other.

43.   Really love each other, or don’t stay together.

44.   Let there never be a second during any given day that you aren’t thinking about them, and make sure they know it.

45.   Love yourself before you love anyone else.

46.   Dedicate songs to them on the radio.

47.   Fall asleep on the phone with each other.

48.   Stand up for them when someone talks trash.

49.   Never forget the kiss goodnight. And always remember to say, “Sweet dreams.”

LoveJeffTBS <3

2010-05-05T23:56:00.000+08:00

5th May 2010
FINALLY MY TURN~

today finally its my turn to meet him up

3days off and he got activities with his buddies

so only today den can meet dao him

Nothing much also, nothing special, just normal

got happy, sad, unhappy, angry

went to watch IP MAN 2!!!!

ITS SUPER NICE~!!

and i enjoyed his accompany =D

no photos taken,

if im not wrong the very last tym we take photo is redang trip ba

LoveJeffTBS <3

2010-05-04T12:48:00.000+08:00

there's nothing i can do neither can i say anything

i swear it has nothing got to do with that person

no one knows the meaning of it even my closest deariess

yesterday i hug our jacket everywhere i go

i hugged and smelled it as it got your house smell

it makes me feel that you are near me

even i reach home i still hug it all the time

even when i'm sleeping last night till now in class

LoveJeffTBS <3

2010-05-03T02:05:00.000+08:00

At that moment, i can feel you

How I Wish That Moment Would Stay

LoveJeffTBS <3

2010-04-27T02:46:00.001+08:00

hope everything is over and i wish you will ...

LoveJeffTBS <3

2010-04-25T00:52:00.003+08:00

once i so call choose to "let go"

i think i have to really "let go"

cause even when i sometimes ask more or what

this is wad i get (i will not say what it is)

it hurts me for doing it

i am going against me

But i'm happy to see you just now even its just afew minutes
BECAUSE

LoveJeffTBS <3

2010-04-21T16:38:00.001+08:00

21st April 2010
ANGRY SAD!!!

ytd night went to cut my fringe at the salon tat dearie wx always go

told the auntie what i want and she say she knows

end up she cut her OWN STYLE and NOT WHAT I REQUESTED!!!!

i'm soooooo sad and angry about the auntie

done cutting, she still can talk so much and i told her its not what i want

SHE STILL CAN TALK SO MUCH GIVING ME SO MUCH EXCUSES!!!!

feel like saying her but i hold back

now i only can wait for my hair to grow longer

regretted cutting over there, should have spend a little more at sandstorm to get what i want

ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY!!!

SAD SAD SAD!!!!

i want hide at home and not go out~

SOOO UGLY NOW!!!! ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!

LoveJeffTBS <3

2010-04-21T00:46:00.001+08:00

To you I'm this kind of person and it's will always be

cause you will never change the impression you had for me

even though i don't have that meaning at all

there's one question i feel like asking you
but i do not have the chance

2010-04-20T13:14:00.000+08:00

BUT

LoveJeffTBS <3

2010-04-19T15:42:00.001+08:00

THIS IS WHAT I WANT US TO BE

SO...

HOLD ON TO ME TIGHT AND NEVER LET GO

CAUSE...

LoveJeffTBS <3

2010-04-17T03:23:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 2YEARS ANNIVERSARY TO MY DEAREST HUBBY~!!

Finally we are together for 2yrs already but seems like we have been together for many many years..hahaha

Really love being by your side, having your warmth hug, love, care, kisses and everything

You will always be my only love

Just wanna be with you eternity

LoveJeffTBS <3

2010-04-16T16:05:00.001+08:00

16th April 2010
Schoooooool...

ytd was my first day of class for year 3

everything was pretty alright, nothing much happen

just that im feeling soooo tired and sleepy

went west mall to have dinner with love <3

Today lesson was fun as we have some activities in class

like promoting products to each other

and im happy with my team

as i know everyone of them in my team =DDDD

Weeeee~

WoooOooHOooOoOOOoooo...

TOMORROW TOMORROW TOMORROW!!!!

LoveJeffTBS <3

2010-04-13T14:11:00.002+08:00

13th April 2010
Rest And Enjoy!

Finally get to rest and enjoy my last 3days before sch starts

has been busy working everyday for weeks

didnt get to see him and

quite alot of unhappy and sad things happen too ='(

my schedule and class is out

OFF DAY IS ON WED!

and SAME CLASS WITH QUITE AFEW OF EX-CLASSMATES! =D

its a good new as i wont feel strange in class without anyone i know

have been thinking alot and realize quite alot of things

there's lots of question marks too

maybe its the long period for not meeting up and didnt contact much

so there's changes here and there

but i really don't like the changes

once sch starts, i guess we wont be able to meet up often too

wont get to know what u doing or what

i will be busy with my sch works and he will be busy working

JUST HOPE THE LOVE AND MISSES WONT FADE AWAY

just read a blog post

its about her emotions and feelings of his boyf enlist to NS and wont be able to see each other for 17days

after reading, i think we should cherish every moments we can be together

cherish every moment which we can be together

i can understand her feelings some sort

i also cant imagine the day he is enlist

will i manage to fight my tears back?

although there's months to go

but time really flies~

4more days to our 2yrs anni =DD

these few days have been preparing something for him during work

wondering what surprise or plan he have..HAHA!

okay, i will stop here..

later will be going out with him

hope it will be a fun and enjoyable one =D

LoveJeffTBS <3

2010-04-06T01:39:00.003+08:00

WORK~ WORK~ WORK~

is what im doing every single days

MISS~ MISS~ MISS~

is what im missing you every seconds

TIRED~ TIRED~ TIRED~

is what im gonna say

WISH~ WISH~ WISH~

is what im gonna wish to see you and spend time with you

had my day ended sad =(

LoveJeffTBS <3

2010-04-04T01:23:00.001+08:00

I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~ I MISS YOU~

BABY REALLY MISS YOU ALOT~ =(

8MORE DAYS TO GO~

LoveJeffTBS <3

2010-03-30T17:49:00.005+08:00

21st -25nd March 2010
Our First Holiday Trip~

HELLO PEOPLE!!!

i'm back from my holiday trip with my beloved! =D

guess where we have gone to

...

LAGUNA REDANG~!!

HAHA! its a place i have wanted to go since young after watching one drama that is film over there

the sea view is AWESOME!

hot and windy~

once you reached there, you will have a very relax and comfortable feelings

the sea water is so clear that you can see fishes swimming around

Now, let me tell you how long is the journey

Its 9HOURS OF BUS and 2HOURS OF FERRY!!!!

my poor hubby nearly puked

i wont puked but feel very giddy

when we buy our tickets, the blur cock staff still say its only 45MINS of ferry!!!!

Now, i will let you guys know what we did over there =D

First Day!

check in at around 12noon

had our lunch buffet

headed back room to prepare for our sun tan session

around 0245pm, went to rent the snorkeling equipments which is 30rm each person

snorkeling trip was nice, MUST TRY!

you can see super alot of different species of fishes

can take photos and feed the fishes too

after snorkeling, went back to bathe and explore around the island

had buffet dinner and went to recreation corner to play pool and board games

Second Day!

woke up early dunno what time to have our buffet breakfast

wanted to go marine park for snorkeling but we are lazy =X

slack in room till noon and went to our sun tan session

THE SEA WAVES THERE ARE BIG!!! SCARY~

had ICE KACHANG by the sea..NICE RIGHT? HAHA!

buffet dinner again~

went to KTV to sing, play pool and drink~

Relaxing uh!

AND ITS THE FIRST TIME HUBBY DRINK LIQUOR!! xD

Third Day!

skip our breakfast buffet as we couldn't wake up =X

but we had our lunch buffet

headed for our sun tan session again, this time i didnt tan

my fair fair hubby apply so much sun tanned oil still won't tanned

so this time he didnt apply and HE FINALLY GOT TANNED! -.-

weirdo~ HAHA!

i found a poor dead fish on the shore, we tried to save it but its too late =(

had ICE KACHANG again, this time is EACH PERSON ONE CUP!

WOohooOo~ It's so nice to have ICE KACHANG by the sea.. COOLING~

had dinner buffet and headed to KTV AGAIN!

we ordered something different this time

we try LONG ISLAND AND SEX ON THE BEACH =D

went back early that night because our ferry is 6.30AM!!!

SUPER EARLY LO! =(

hubby slept first as he is not feeling really well with his WHOLE BODY RED! HAHAH!

you should know why red..xD

Helped him to packed and charged all his stuffs =D

BYEBYE LAGUNA REDANG!

its a very nice place to relax, chill with friends

a romantic place to go with your love one

also a very nice place for you to emo and think/sort things out

didn't really think alot over there

cause i just want to relax and he also don't want me to think about it anymore

OKAY, NOW I WILL POST SOME PHOTOS HERE

you guys also can view it through my facebook

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=43869&id=1608941988#!/album.php?aid=43869&id=1608941988

Photos are not arrangement ><

Thanks For Bringing Me To Such A Beautiful Place <3

and Making This Trip Possible

This is Our First Time Going Oversea Holiday Trip With Our Love

And It Will Be The Most Memorable, Enjoyable And Happiest Memories

LoveJeffTBS <3

2010-03-30T15:22:00.000+08:00

I know in this world there's no perfect person

But there are definitely someone in your heart who is so perfect to you

the imperfections of someone makes them perfect to you

Being with someone who is perfect, good-looking, humorous

someone who can naturally attract people's attention

you will feel stress and thinks that you doesn't suit the someone

cause you are not as perfect as them, not as talent as them

but i believe everyone will have something that attract opposite sex attention which you do not know

something that makes you perfect to the someone

but i just cant find/discover anything about me that can make me perfect to the someone

neither did he told me too

he is really special to me

he treats me good

he is just so perfect to me

i know im a person who has no confident in myself

i know im a person who is not perfect

i know im a person who always thinks negative

i know i get sensitive, jealous easily

is because i care, i love you

the fear of losing you is always there

cause you are just so important to me in my life

you kept things to your heart and choose not to say it out

you know it will hurt me or what

but this makes me more don't understand you and i do not know what you thinking too

i know things happen again and again

but sometimes i seriously can't control my emotions

it makes you say out all very nasty, hurtful words

i won't blame you but to blame myself

those words you said sometimes just naturally flashes in my mind

my heart ache and i need some time to recover from it

i know you don't mean it to say all those words

there's a few times i'm thinking

isit common for a couple to have no topic to chat about?

isit because we have been together for so long?

or isit because we meet up too often?

and manymore ...

i think you will never get to know my feelings unless you have experience it in the situation as me

Last but not least

i really love the way you treat me with so much LOVES and taking Initiatives

LoveJeffTBS <3

2010-03-30T14:56:00.002+08:00

i guess it

i know it

i feel it

i sense it

but i cant do anything just to keep it to myself

don't ask me what is it

just let me keep it to myself

All I Can Do Is To Have Confident, Faith and Trust

LoveJeffTBS <3

2010-03-21T01:39:00.001+08:00

21st March 2010
By Justin Bieber~

ONE TIME~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fDzckeC14W0

FAVORITE GIRL~

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=T4h38Kv_fls

LOVE ME~
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=R5ba3pbn9KE&NR=1

Enjoy! (:

LoveJeffTBS <3

2010-03-17T17:22:00.000+08:00

17th March 2010

HAPPY 23rd MONTHSARY HUBBY! <3

although we are busy working and unable to spend time together but our heart is always with each other

hehe..LOVE YOU ALWAYS! MUACKS~ <3

last but not least

UNIVERSAL STUDIO IS AWESOME!

will upload photos soon soon =D

LoveJeffTBS <3

2010-03-15T01:26:00.000+08:00

14th March 2010
Finally End Of 4Days~

firstly i wanna wish chris

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

today we gave him a surprise

by buying a cake and smash whipped cream on his face

HAHAHAHHA!

im so innocent standing one side also got the cream too

thanks chris for the cream on my hair(:

this 4days really tiring but its worth it =D

didn't get to see hubby for 4days le =(

and one last thing

TML I'M GOING UNIVERSAL STUDIO TO ENJOY ALL RIDES FOR FREE!!!!!

so excited although i need to reach there at 9am

okay, i will end my post here..

going to bed soon

will upload the photos once i got it

nights peeps! (:

missing you so much this few days ):

LoveJeffTBS <3

2010-03-12T23:15:00.001+08:00

i dunno im jealous or what
just don feel good

im tired cant wait for IT show to end

2010-03-10T22:56:00.001+08:00

10th March 2010
Working Hard Week

last night couldn't really sleep

cried for the whole night and slept at 6am plus

i always thought i could be strong

but not always.. i breakdown last night

whatever it is, im fine now =D

really looking forward to the day

HAHAHAHA!

cant wait for it, feeling so excited

tomorrow i will be working for NUBOX again at IT SHOW

4days, 11-14th march~

gonna try to get as many sales as possible! (:

So, if you are getting or your friends or whoever are interested, do come down level 4 Nubox to look for ME! =D

it has been long ever since me and boyf really spend time with each other

although we try to accompany each other for dinner whenever he/me is not working

BUT!
i still miss the closeness and everything alot ='(

for the next 1week plus, we will be busy working

SO HUBBY, YOU MUST MISS ME AND JIAYOU O! <3
and if can, sms me more often okay? =D

LoveJeffTBS<3

2010-03-08T02:53:00.004+08:00

8th March 2010
Independent

1week ago, my life starts to change

it has been one week, although im struggling but i still got boyf beside me

giving me support, taking care of me

can say, he has taken up the space u used to have in my life and heart

i have learn how to be independent without having you in my life

i may be happier but in my heart, it's still crying

but i know im strong enough to get over and used to it soon

i don't need to depends on you now

you live your life, i live mine

this 1week really have to thanks boyf

for taking care of me, giving me support and everything

he is the one who has been cheering me up and making the effort to accompany me even we are working or im working

im very touched <3

at least i know no matter what happen, he will always be there for me

he can take care of me for the rest of my life

bringing happiness, make me feel fortunate and blessed

i will not envy other people so much now

cause everyone will have different life, be it bad or good

just live the life im destinated and stay happy

there's definitely one thing that make you worth living on

once again thanks hubby for everything you have done

ILOVEYOU! <3

LoveJeffTBS <3

2010-03-04T00:19:00.000+08:00

3rd March 2010
A Little Update

As usual, busy working and off day will meetup with LOVE =D

this month both of us are really occupied with work

but we are planning something fun and exciting <3

hope everything goes smoothly

I got afew clear and cute photos of ACE AND PEANUT to share with you guys

HAHAHAHA!

PEANUT!

ACE! <3

LoveJeffTBS <3

2010-02-27T00:41:00.002+08:00

26th Feb 2010
A Little Shopping (:

today is the last day of OUR OFF DAY!

headed to boyf's place early in the morning

received sms from fanny asking me if im able to work today

cos one of the full-time is on MC today

i rejected cos im alrdy on my way outside.. Sorry!

finally i get to see ACE!

HE IS SOO CUTE!

and I FINALLY GOT A CLEAR PHOTO OF HIM!!!! =D

went JP for dinner and a lil shopping for our dearest ACE!

had Ding Tai Feng but the food was still alright

bought a new cage for ACE and a "bring-out cage" for him too

next time will be able to bring him out (:

next few days will not be able to see boyf and ace ):

working throughout this weekends, and monday he may be going out

still haven get to know my schedule for march

Photos!

keeping myself busy would be the best solution?

you may be partly right but not fully right of what im thinking now

LoveJeffTBS <3

2010-02-24T22:32:00.000+08:00

22nd Feb 2010
Triple Happiness! =D

you guys must be thinking what are the triple happiness

HAHAHA!

first will be IM STAYING OVER AT BOYF'S HSE TONIGHT!

second will be I'VE GOT MY IPOD TOUCH, THANKS HUBBY!

he paid half of it <3

third will be WE'VE BOUGHT OUR FIRST PET HAMSTER NAMED ACE!

actually named hamster as QQ cos boyf say

he thought of my bro named JJ so he wan bigger so named it as QQ

and i thought of another name called cotton

HAHA!

but in end, boyf named it as ACE

reason behind it :

COS ACE IS THE BIGGEST CARD IN POKER! -.-

didnt really take photos of ace cos he is so active that he keep move

his bro bought one hamster with us on tat day too

named peanut cos his hamster got peanut shape

LOL!

Our Mirror Screen =D

I MISS ACE!

have to wait till friday :(

LoveJeffTBS <3

2010-02-24T22:09:00.000+08:00

21st Feb 2010
North West

hubby is working now and im heading towards AMK to meet blogshop seller to get my mirror screen protector for itouch

after that headed to westmall pass hubby hard disk and see him awhile

hehe

meet up with wenxi, her sis and one of his friend at JP

had carl's jr for our lunch

then meet up with JJ to head down faci's hse for steamboat!

only 4 of us able to turn up so nothing much also

only steamboat and black jack

headed home at 10pm as we need to go home to bai ti gong

today i travel from wdls to amk to batok to boon lay and back to wdls

haha

Photos!

LoveJeffTBS <3

2010-02-24T17:25:00.001+08:00

15th Feb 2010
CNY DAY 2

today will be abit different as we are going out to visit some elders

met up with xiao gu's family to visit 2families

nothing much to talk about

all i do is eat and take hong bao ><

last station will be bukit batok

AND TODAY MY HUBBY IS BACK IN SG !!! =D

went to his place after dinner and bought him dinner too

this is the first time he came back so early during cny

Photos Time!

Missing You Lots!

LoveJeffTBS <3

2010-02-24T16:47:00.000+08:00

14th Feb 2010
CNY DAY 1

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR EVERYONE

AND HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

as usual, day01 we will always be home awaiting all my relatives to arrive

every yrs my room will always be kids room for them to play and slack

haha..not much photos taken but i will still let the photos do the talking =D

2010-02-24T01:25:00.005+08:00

13th Feb 2010
Reunion Lunch With Hubby's Family <3

hellooo all my readers!

i'm back here to update my blog

was busy working so didnt have the time to update and also due to my laziness =X

didnt have much time to meetup with boy too

but we are working towards our holiday trip! <3

alright, i wont talk much and let the photos do the talking =D
had reunion lunch at Tung Lok Group Resturant and you wouldn't want to know how much is the total..haha

and i got my very FIRST ANG BAO for 2010 which is from his parents! xD

Sorry guys, the photos are not in arrangement ><

and i will continue my updates tomorrow

too much to update..hehe

anyways, its my first time having reunion lunch with boyf's family =D

and they headed msia after sending me to the nearest station =(

LoveJeffTBS <3

2010-02-11T00:57:00.000+08:00

10th Feb 2010
3rd Test Downed!

these two days are tiring day

yesterday at PS and slept at 1plus

woke up at 6plus, 8.30am test

after that work at JP

tml is boy and my off day

Weeeeeeee......

finally can spend time with him le xD

going to do abit shopping too (:

sat afternoon will be having reunion lunch with boyf's family

after that they will be heading msia and im going home

night will be reunion dinner with my family =D

first time having reunion dinner with boyf's family <3

tues work at PS is the first time i had my meals outside ALONE!

throughout my 20years i didnt had meals ALONE OUTSIDE!

is either i pack back shop to eat or will be having meal with colleague or friends

feel so weird sitting alone, like very lonely like that..hahaha

OHYA! and one more thing..

I GOT BACK MY DEAREST LAPPY! XD

okay..i will stop here..

eye lids are heavy, going to bed soon

nights peeps! (:

feeling so blessed to have you <3

Loves~

2010-02-09T01:05:00.000+08:00

8th Feb 2010
Monday~

yesterday was my first day of work

was quite good..the lady was friendly and i sold 6watched =D

boyf came down to have dinner with me during my break <3

today woke up at 6.40am

didnt wake up sooo early for years i think

only sec sch will wake up that early

S.A.D UT at 8.30am so have to wake up tat early to prepare

test was still alright, didnt study at all but i think can pass =X

2UT downed! 2more to go~ =(

this week wasn't a good week

boyf and my temper doesn't seems to be good

gets impatience easily and we have start working

so we only able to be together during OUR off day

didnt get to chat alot too =(

but one thing for sure, our heart and love is always there <3

this sat boyf going msia for CNY with his family

gonna miss him alot and don't know when he will be back

will be celebrating belated valentine cum 22nd anni

tues will be working at PS..so far!

hope the staffs there are friendly

wed onwards will be working at JP

hope you enjoy your cny there

must eat super alot and drink lots of water

must miss me too!

and contact me whenever you can (:

love you! muacks <3

2010-02-06T22:14:00.000+08:00

6th Feb 2010
Saturday~

first time having ut on sat

one ut downed! =D

still got 3more to go

my lappy now in hospital

HP worker say its motherboard faulty thats why cant charge at all

now need to wait for the motherboard to ship over

earliest to get back will be either tues or wed

now using my hubby's lappy

no choice..scare my hubby will be bored cause i will be using his lappy till next week

as i need lappy for my ut

thanks alot hubby <3

tml i will be starting work and its hubby off day tml

monday den will be able to see him =(

hope he will come find me for dinner tml =DD

hubby continuous work for 4days

must be very tired and legs must be pain

*heart pain pain* =(

baby monday help you massage legs.. hehe

anyone out there wanna get swatch watch can find me xD

okay i will stop here

nights peeps! (:

miss my lappy

but i miss my hubby more <3

2010-02-04T01:04:00.000+08:00

3rd Jan 2010
Cookies~

partial for today's lesson

went to wenxi's house to bake cookies as she wants to try

bake alot and i bring those i bake for hubby

hope he like it although its not very nice as i use the wrong oil ><

went JP to find hubby and had dinner

walk around JP alone and headed home

dunno why i have no motivation to go school for the next 2days

feeling empty, bored, moodless...

think is bcos boyf is working for the next few days

have to wait till monday which is our off day

feel like being beside him, having his accompany, hugs, kisses

help him massage too~

okay, im going bed now..

nights peeps! =D

life without you really seems to be so empty

2010-02-03T12:14:00.000+08:00

3rd Feb 2010
Another Boring Day~

today is hubby's first day of working

hope everything goes smoothly for him (:

ytd he bought 32GB itouch

he is soooo happy~ haha

like xiao didi get to buy his favourite toys

today still cant use my laptop =(

cause wifey(kelly) took the wrong adaptor for me

so now im using dearie (wenxi) de laptop for awhile ><

got a not good feeling

like things gonna happen again soon

but what can i do, only can see how thing goes

meeting hubby for dinner later during his break

and waiting for him to knock off later

so i will be at JP loitering around alone

2010-02-01T22:53:00.001+08:00

1st Feb 2010
Monday Blue~

this week is the last week of school followed by ut and holiday

today was sad and bored caus...

MY ADAPTOR WIRE IS SMOKING!!!

was so shock to see smoke coming of from the wire

don't dare to use although kelly wifey say still can

i scare it will explore =S

have to spend $$$ to get a new adaptor

compaq adaptor really lousy

first time was the wire inside break second time is now

exactly at the same place too

things didnt go on smoothly, alot of humps

hope it will be over soon soon =(

temper wasn't very good, get impatience easily

fearing, sensitive and thinking alot

maybe i just need a good rest..best with him around XD

i did tried to do it but you say i didnt

heart ache, feeling sad

whatever it is, it will be over soon~ =D

will post and upload photos taken from my cousin 21st bdae party yesterday

wish to hear some words and assurance from you

serenelovejeff <3

2010-02-01T00:37:00.000+08:00

31st Jan 2010
Sunday~

holiday coming soon

test coming soon

starting work soon

will be starting work this coming sun 7 feb at SWATCH

hubby will be starting this wed 3feb at SWATCH too

but different outlets

he will be at jurong point and i will be at westmall

don't know why i dont feel happy but sad

suddenly the time we spend together will be very very short

if working everyday, i don't know how are we going to meet each other

told him that he will be starting work on wed and we wont be able to meetup so often

the way he replied was like happy

maybe it doesn't matter so much to him like i do

or it does matter to him as much as i do just that he is more positive than i do

he just want to work for our holiday trip ba

we are planning to have a oversea trip before he enlist

just hope we are able to spend more time together before he enlist

it's time for me to learn some independent

but i still want to rely on him outside of work

we do not know how they plan our working schedule

hope there will be some off day for us to meetup ba

now only can take one step by one step

Be positive and work towards our holiday trip =D

2010-01-31T04:30:00.002+08:00

28th Jan 2010
Birthday Celebration Part 2~

Left class at 1.15pm and off to JE to meet my boy

as usual he is late again~

just like a girl uh..need doll up de.. XD

headed down to cine for ToothFairy~

Funny movie and worth to catch =D

after movie will be MARINA BARRAGE~

saw alot of couples went there for their wedding photos

so sweet and lovely~

3years later will be my turn ba..haha ><

went there to fly kites and feel the blow

But but

i dunno is our kite problem or we do not know how to tie or what

the kite just wont fly up for long even though we bought a new kite ):

only manage to let the kite fly up high when the sky is dark = =

for just awhile awhile only

it's tiring cause we take turn to run around let the kite fly~

But its fun and hubby say when free we can come here chill..haha

anw our new kite is stuck at marina barrage when we are taking the last attempt to fly it

it fall to the fountain and it cant be retrieve back ):

went to wash up after that and on our way to vivo city to have our dinner

we were soooo hungry that we cant wait for the foods to come

the food was delicious..yummy~~

haha..ordered my fav. desert WARM CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM~

Photos Photos~!

Can you see the moon?

Lets see how my hubby struggle with the kite~ haha XD

Thanks Hubby For The Wonderful Fun Day

Really Enjoyed Myself Alot And Appreciate What You Have Done

You Promised That You Will Spend Every Year Of My Birthday With Me

I Believe You Will And I Will Always Be By Your Side

ILOVEYOU, TBS! <3

2010-01-28T12:41:00.000+08:00

28th Jan 2010
My 20th Birthday Celebration Part 1

currently im in class now

but im leaving at 1pm as im meeting my LOVE 2pm at JE

got my first present yesterday by cherlyn and wenxi dearie <3

this morning my dear W64L classmates bought a cake for me

surprise me in the middle of the class..so sweet~

this is the first time throughout my life in poly ba =D

from cherlyn and wenxi <3

i like the stars..hehe

the photo dunno why wont rotate when i upload

My pretty girls~

Thanks for the present and the surprise~

Really appreciate it =D

Love you girls lotsssss <3333

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!

2010-01-28T00:00:00.005+08:00

HAPPY 20th BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST BABY!

Came to her blog to wish her happy bd =D
May u be happy and lovely always, And may all your dreams come true!
MUACKS!

2010-01-27T13:59:00.002+08:00

27th Jan 2010
Tomorrow~

im in class now. just now went for a compulsory talk

now my class are crazy over itouch games

they are playing and competing by breaking each other high score.

I WANT A ITOUCH TOO!!

Weeeeee~

in about 10hours more i will be turning 20!

tomorrow maybe will partial for class, have to depends what time my hubby wanna meet me

looking forward to tomorrow =DD

will i get surprise and presents from love, friends and family?

haha..i think im old already =(

first digit of my age change from 1 to 2

6months ago i was still laughing at my LOVE

now its my turn...

okay, i'm happy anyways xD

wonder how will my tml be...

will blog again after tml <3

2010-01-26T00:47:00.001+08:00

25th Jan 2010
Sakae and Haircut~

today after school went west mall sakae outlet to have tea time buffet

very long didnt have meals at sakae..i think got 1yr ba

went to have buffet with wenxi and her sister

ate super alot and stomach is very bloated

walk around west mall to digest abit (:

One Good New~

hubby and me got our part time job

but i don't think they will plan us together in work

it's okay, we still can meetup and earn money for our holiday trip =DD

took bus over to JP and hubby hop in bus half way to meet me

we are going for our haircut..like finally~

and i'm happy that i can see, hug, kiss him <3

ohya~ and one more thing..i got one more unglam photo of hubby

hahahaha...xD

photos time~

forget to take photos while having buffet cause we are busy eating =X

These are only some of the foods at the beginning xD

Serene is feeling so blessed, loved and happy having Jeff by my side <3

2010-01-24T23:45:00.000+08:00

23rd Jan 2010
Saturday~

firstly, i wanna grats my HUBBY~

his FYP finally over

and he will have MORE TIME FOR ME

Weeeeee~ xD

went town again yesterday

headed to ION first for the job interview

but its not a interview just fill up form -.-

and she will call us back

had dinner at far east

aft that will be SHOPPING TIME~

i bought a clothes

we bought a couple shirt too

and and

HUBBY FINALLY GOT HIS FIRST PIERCING~~

it was so funny when he pierce his first ear hole ><

i was asked not to upload that photo cause he say its for me only

haha..so i'm not sharing with you guys =X

will upload the pics of our couple shirt one day =D

taken when we are going back sleep after his fyp ><

Having you is the best part in my life

Also the happiest time ever~ <33

2010-01-23T09:50:00.000+08:00

23rd Jan 2010
Praying for my LOVE~

you guys must be surprise that i'm awake at this time

and it's SATURDAY!

woke up at 8am and i didnt hear my alarm ring

SORRY HUBBY =(

although you say you didnt blame me at all

but i still feel guilty

today my ahsan hubby is having his FYP presentation at 9am

made breakfast for him

couldn't get back to sleep cos i'm worried for him and praying too

Hubby Must Jiayou o

Baby Is Here To Give You Mental Support

Don't Nervous, You Can Do It De =D

JIAYOU JIAYOU~

Love You Always~ Muacks! <3

5more Days to my Special Day~ =D

21more Days to my Misses Day~ =(

5more Months to my Lonely Days~ ='(

2010-01-23T09:40:00.004+08:00

19th Jan 2010
Hubby's GuGu Birthday~

firstly i wanna wish Hubby's GuGu

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

she treat us pizza for dinner

Hubby's mama bought birthday cake for her

GuGu With all The pizza~

GuGu and Youngest Sister~

GuGu is very happy posting with her birthday cake ><

Hubby, GuGu and youngest Sister~

Mama, GuGu and youngest Sister

2010-01-23T09:13:00.000+08:00

17th Jan 2010
Out with LOVE~

reached hubby place at 8am

early uh~

slept till around 4plus i think..cant really remember

headed down fast east for dinner

followed by abit abit shopping

hubby bought a shirt chosen by ME (:

and i bought a cute watch chosen by HUBBY <3

rush over to cine for our movie

THE SPY NEXT ROOM~

nice and funny~ must watch =DD

16th Jan 2010

Movie with LOVE~

hubby had fyp meeting at dhoby ghaut this afternoon

so we meet up at cine for movie

went bugis for our dinner first

and hubby bought a watch for me and himself =DD

cabbed down to cine as we are late for our movie

watched Jump~

not bad can watch (:

Enjoyed alot these 2days with LOVE~

Although the date is getting nearer and nearer

but i know we can do it <3

5more Days to my Special Day~ =D

21more Day to my Misses Day~ =(

2010-01-23T03:05:00.001+08:00

31st Dec 2009
CountDown to 2010~

went countdown with hubby at marina square

heading to his place overnight

memorable night<3

4th Jan 2010
Shopping with Dearie Wenxi

walk around cwp to shop

had dinner at pizzahut =D

2010-01-23T02:54:00.000+08:00

29th Dec 2009
Out with Dearie <3

Marina Barrage

Keppel Bay

Had lots of fun with them =D

board DOULOS ship too~

Thanks Cherlyn Dearie for the xmas present as well as driving us around <3

2010-01-15T01:55:00.001+08:00

15th Jan 2010
Friday~

i still got lots of photos haven post up here

just got all from dearie cherlyn

will post it soon as now i'm having test

so don't have much time to blog

went shopping with dearie wenxi today

spend quite alot =X

had dinner at pasta mania =D

now i'm not feeling very good

crying~ feeling very sad

but there's nothing i can do but to accept it ba

just treat it as "practise" for his NS ba

once he told me about it, my tears just naturally flow down

can't control at all ='(

that's all for today

nights peeps!

13more Days to my special day xD

29more Days ='(

baby will miss you alot de

if possible give me a call/sms

must take good care also o

ily, hubby <3

2010-01-11T12:12:00.000+08:00

24th Dec 2009
Christmas Eve~

simple yet enjoyable xmas eve i have

went to watch ChipMunks2 at JP

its a very nice, cute and funny~

MUST WATCH~

had dinner at JP's foodcourt

headed back to Hubby's house for the night <3

camwhore when hubby is playing dota

can see i'm tired cause it's around 4plus 5am i think

2009-12-31T19:39:00.000+08:00

31st Dec 2009
Brand New Year Ahead !

GoodBye 2009~

Hope everyone will have a brand new good start of 2010 =D

2009-12-16T03:04:00.002+08:00

16th Dec 2009
It's Holiday~!!!

Weeee~ im having my 3weeks holiday now

though its not long

monday was last day of sch and i partial =X

thanks cherlyn and her boyf for driving me over to my boyf's place

went back home around 3plus 4 cause hubby need to go back sch for fyp

meet up after his fyp for movie and dinner

was a enjoyable day and i finally ate my XIAOLONGBAO!!!!

thanks hubby <333

watched zombieland

quite lame and its funny =D

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------

just look through all the memories we had

Photography magically turns now into.. Forever...

i think only pictures can really bring back all memories and feelings

my heart now ache alot and tears just naturally flow down

showed him some of our cute memories

those i drew for him in msn

also showed him some of the memories i missed the most

there's too many but i just show him one of them

in just 6months time, he will be serving his NS

yes, im feeling sad and i cried

there's nothing much i can do cause all guys have to serve NS for 2years

although people and hubby say its still long

but time really flies

soon my life will not be occupied so much by hubby le =(

i wonder how would my life be when he enlist

what would i be when im sending him in?

would i be able to hold back my tears and not cry on the spot

will i be able to send him in happily instead of bu she de?

im trying my best not to think about it so much

just spend as much time as i can with him happily during this 6months

but sometimes i really can't control myself

whenever im not occupied, i would think of it

recalling back our memories too ... ...

NS is the toughest period for all couples

but it can prove how strong and true the love is

its not easy for him

hubby, i will support you all the way <3

he is my first boyf who i have been so she bu de

our relationship now is not very stable

but i will try to control myself

not to hold on too tight as string will break

i will try to let go abit and let him enjoy some time with friends before he enlist

my fear has cause me almost lose him once again and its for real this time

last night wrote a very long "essay" bout my feelings and things that keeps in my heart

i did not complete it but will continue it someday when i have the feelings

we have really gone through alot obstacles, sadness, happiness, hurts, etc together for 607days including today 16th Dec 2009

okay, i will stop here

gonna keep the rest for myself xD

will blog it out if i feel like

Would You Once Again ... ...

I Love You <3

Muacks!

2009-12-08T17:56:00.000+08:00

i cried just now

cause i know he is going NS soon le ='(

i want to cherish the time i have with him now before he enlist in army

Hubby, baby zhen de hen she bu de =(

2009-12-08T15:22:00.001+08:00

4th Dec 2009
XLB's Birthday~

Birthday Girl~ WenXi =D

Part1: She was asked to blow the candle from this far

hahahah

i think is Sharlene's idea ><

My Class W64L

Only Chinese available here xD

Cherlyn, WenXi and Me <3

Part 2: she was asked to bite out the candle holder using ONLY MOUTH

and its my idea =X

Part 3: Berlin's idea..asking sharlene to push her face to the cake when she was try to bite our the candle holder...

Face with cream~

still trying..hahaha

Now it's time to help Sharlene to intro her dog

this is Debbie..black black de =X

her favorite dog among the 2dogs she have

poot debbie~

i think he was scare by her laughter before

muhahahahaha ><

just simply 3words to say

I love them !!!

2009-12-08T14:52:00.000+08:00

8th Dec 2009
Tuesday~

today hubby went for NS checkup

actually tagging along with him

but i was thinking during those few hours what am i gonna do

so i decided to attend my class today

abit regret coming to school today

i rather accompany hubby

my team kinda cmi and its even more sian when im back from break1

completely no motivation and feel like partial-ing

end of meeting 2, 2 of my team mates went off so left 2 members including me

joined cherlyn and wenxi's team

and faci is super GL when he know we join team and my team has 6members

super attitude~!!!!!

i miss my hubby =(

2009-12-08T14:37:00.001+08:00

5th Dec 2009
Outing with Maplers

woke up at 130pm, prepare and headed to hubby's house

after that went ION orchard to meet them up

didnt know anyone of them but some of them is hubby's BL

although keep drag and kinda boring

but overall still alright

slack and wait for people to arrive at ION

cherlyn knock off early and come look for me awhile =D

then headed to cine for dinner at xin wang

chit chat and my hubby keep acting cute and joke lo

chill awhile then went to play pool

left at 11plus and home sweet home

YiKai + Alison = scandal

Hubby and ME~~~ <333

nice xmas tree outside ION with a guy standing there acting cool?

Hubby take de..all like so stun or dunno what happening..haha

2009-12-08T12:59:00.000+08:00

4th Dec 2009
Days without Mama

mama and sis left to msia this morning to attend my cousin's wedding the whole weekends

left papa, bro and me

and i have my dearest hubby to accompany me overnight

weeeee~

cook dinner today for them

and hubby is happy cause im cooking his favourite dishes

haha..

see~ look at his happy yummy face..hahaha =P

many dishes right? ate alot and sooo full~ haha

i don't mind preparing meals for you as long as you like it <3

2009-12-08T12:45:00.000+08:00

1st Dec 2009
Print PP poster

overslept today~

woke up at 8.50-9am =X

wenxi also woke up around that time

haha

actually not attending today's lesson

but i don't want to receive any letter from sch

so we take attendance and partial

went sunshine plaza to print our Poster

while waiting we went bencoolen plaza to enjoy mango ice

yummy~!!!

after collect our poster, meet up with her sis and shop around bugis street

bought 2 T-shirts xD

it has been so so long ever since i went bugis to shop or eat

headed home around 7plus

tired~

xlb~ my dearest friend xD

2009-12-02T11:17:00.000+08:00

2nd Dec 2009
Wednesday~

having S.A.D lesson now

tml will be my PP presentation

stress* nervous*

tml is my off day too

but have to come sch just for presentation =(

yesterday partial just to get my PP report approved

after approved, headed down to sunshine plaza with wenxi to get our poster print =D

walk around bugis street

and

home sweet home

monday only see my hubby awhile

yesterday didnt get to see him at all =((

miss him super lotsss~

Hubby, I Miss You <3

2009-12-02T09:49:00.005+08:00

25th Nov 2009
Lollipop

Having S.A.D lesson

quite lost and don't know how to do as i miss last lesson

sharlene bought lollipop for us

she ask me to put my hand into the bag first

i though what's inside... haha

Lollipop bought by SHARLENE~~~ =D

Camwhore in the toilet during 6P xD

Well-Known Sleeping God For YEAR2 !!

2009-11-25T16:33:00.000+08:00

i really hate it when there's IT problem

2009-11-25T14:10:00.000+08:00

25th Nov 2009
Flash Back <3

yesterday night log in friendster see all the past

is wenxi remind me of friendster.. haha

went to see our profile, photos and testi..

here are all the testi he wrote to me before and after we got together ><

04/10/2008 12:34 am

LOL.. Gal thanks for your testi ar.

thats lyk so much much better!

your face also nice to pinch lor..

"HAA!"

and u have an unique way of laughing.LOL

04/10/2008 1:07 am

ahahah..

u look nice when u smile mah..

thats y i keep making u laugh..LOL

tats a compliment from Jeff..haha

04/24/2008 2:52 am

yes baby?

LOL

04/25/2008 12:21 am

BOO!

haha, your dear one is here.

ANW thanks for the day baby!i enjoyed myself.

Loves

04/25/2008 5:24 pm

Baby Li hai lor..LOL*clap*

Must aim for more A's ..

05/02/2008 12:17 am

Yea...

HAVE FUN IN THE CAMP K!

loves

05/21/2008 4:11 pm

05/30/2008 3:33 pm

RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !RAWR !

wake up! hahaha

09/10/2008 4:51 pm

PIG!

10/02/2008 1:46 am

I love u too my dear(:

you know im gonna be there for u always.

For you, i promised.

iloveyouBaby

10/14/2008 1:36 am

im here to drop a comment for my dear gal..lol

just to tell u no matter what happen, i will always be there for u..ehehe

iloveyou..hug*

some sweet and lovely testi from him

flash back our sweet memories

finally get to watch my 2012 on monday with hubby

the show is super nice..must watch =D

Happy happy*

aft movie meet wenxi to do our PP

thanks alot for your help XLB xD

lovesss..besties =D

memories always kept in heart <3

2009-11-25T13:10:00.000+08:00

19th Nov 2009
Out to PastaMania During Lunch Break

Honda FIT can fit 9ppl including driver ><

Aft she use my HP to take a pic of hers

My HP hang =(

LOL!

Sharlene claimed that its artistic = =

Cherlyn the driver <3

Shawn the long leg

PeiYong (Piong~) , Natalie, Berlin and ME =D

BoonKeong, Wenxi and Sharlene (SiaoChaoBor)

PastaMania xD

fun day out with them
thanks cherlyn the drive who drove us <3

stayed in school aft lesson to study and slack with Wenxi, Sharlene and PeiYong <3

2009-11-25T12:14:00.001+08:00

16th Nov 2009
Photos with the Kids =D

Keegan

Mr Fart of the Day ><

Elvin~

FeiFei~ Dawson xD

i know the photos are dark
but i'm lazy to edit and brighten the photos ><

2009-11-21T03:53:00.001+08:00

21st Nov 2009
Memories

Your birthday celebration planned by me

brought you to White Dog Cafe at vivo city for dinner

My birthday celebration planned by you

brought me to Singapore Flyer which i wanted to go

also the first tym we played the gacha bear <3

Valentine's Day :

Sentosa, Underwater World, Sky Ride and Luge

West coast :

our first tym flying kite together

lots of funny happenings happened =D

Town and Bugis :

The day we went out for dating

West Coast :

Our first WCP together

also our first Sunset together

there's alot more to go...

but i only randomly choose this few

miss the time, fun and places that we had gone before

the laughter, the happiness, the smile, everything

the sweetness we used to have, the loveliness of us

the smile on our face, the way you dote me and everything

things happen because of me

locking him too much

the smile and everything has gone

just wanna say

I love you

I miss you

2009-11-20T15:14:00.002+08:00

20th Nov 2009
Friday~

as usual im tired

force myself to wake up

meet wenxi as she was late too, go kfc buy breakfast(:

new faci for html module

a nice faci i think cos today was our first lesson with her

laugh and talk~

today is individual work

need do the CSS coding for blog and everyone in a team have to do different layouts

completed my coding =DD

in 1h 30min time, i will be having my S.A.D UT

didn't study and going to die later

cos it is sooo theory that most of us don't understand =(

I WANT GO OUT DATE WITH HIM~

I WANT WATCH MOVIE WITH HIM~

i can't lie that its tears when i think of what you have said

i will try not to lock you so much

i will try to overcome my fear

but i can't guarantee that i can do a good job

the smile, happiness and fun has gone, it'll be back soon

miss that period when we were so close and lovely~

2009-11-20T01:00:00.000+08:00

19th Nov 2009
Thursday

think i catch a cold

feeling very cold and having flu

feeling tired too

today had html ut

my 'A' fly away =((

not enough time for everyone

so didnt manage to complete the whole ut

second break went out for lunch with a bunch of crazy people

they are super high and crazy especially SHARLENE~~~

wed skip class and i miss out a "show" put up by SHARLENE and HAKIM

will upload pics when i'm free

nights peeps =D

I Miss You <3

2009-11-18T03:07:00.001+08:00

what had happen to me?

why have i become like this?

i really don't want to be like this

hubby, can/will you help me with this?

if this continue, i think it is going nowhere

i really love you alot

but i dunno what had happen to me

='((

2009-11-16T11:55:00.000+08:00

16th Nov 2009
Monday

overslept today =X

8.30am woke up and give my dear morning call

today he manage to wake up *happy*

although im late, i still make breakfast for him

cook egg and bread for him

cause he say he miss my cooking =D

gonna cook for him meals when my family go msia

and he will overnight at my place till my family is back

weeee~~ happy happy xD

can't wait for that weekends to come

this photo may not seems appealing but its nice k =P

2009-11-15T23:15:00.000+08:00

15th Nov 2009
Sunday

weekends pass so fast

tml will be a brand new week again

whenever i have bad dream, hubby will always say

dreams always will be opposite

its won't happen de

this morning, i dream again

its a good dream to me

i dream of i'm getting marry with hubby

will it be opposite and not come true?

sometimes i'm thinking

will we have the future of ours?

what will happen to us in the future?

there's alot of questions which we do not know

all we can do is cherish our everyday

arguments and quarrels will happen between couple

whether will we end, all depends on ourselves

if our love is strong enough, nothing can break us up

but there will definitely be some fear

if u ppl out there got someone u really love

cherish him/her and hold on tight no matter what happen

quarrel/argument will make u take the wrong move or even say those very hurtful words

so think of each other feelings

and not always hurt him/her

say out everything and not keep tolerate till one day you explore

it will be very unfair to your partner

try not to have cold war or cool down period

things may turn out negative instead of positive

girls need their love one to love,care,dote,coax, etc

girls may be unreasonable, so do guys

understand girls and not hurt them

guys also need what girls need

sometimes guys also need girls to coax them

do not do what your partners dislike or will get unhappy/sad over

tml will be a better day =D

2009-11-13T00:34:00.000+08:00

got once got twice

will it continue to have forth, fifth?

or even weekly?

what should i do?

what answer should i give?

do i regret?

i really dunno

2009-11-12T14:54:00.002+08:00

had lunch with hubby just now

super full~

didn't finish my food

no appetite i think ):

feeling sad after he left

didn't really see his face

don't know how to face him when we kiss goodbye

cause i know i'm sad ='(

only see his back view when he walking back to his class

later won't be able to see him too

my php is almost done

tired, sad, headache

maybe taking a rest first before faci approach me

no one pei me to interchange later ):

cherlyn driving today and she's going work later

kelly's bf driving her home

the rest should be meeting friends

Hubby later must enjoy your MJ o

must win k?

remember to take your dinner and go home early

don worry bout me

i'm fine and will find things to do

remember to text me and miss me ><

loves~ muacks!

2009-11-12T11:53:00.000+08:00

12 Nov 2009
Thursday

life still goes on

i didn't go think much about it

anyways their plans change to today

slept super late last night with hubby

couldn't sleep as mind is still thinking something else

but my hubby pat me till i fall asleep *sweet* =D

today will be alone after school

cherlyn can't accompany me as she has to work =(

gonna find something to keep myself occupied

so that time will pass faster

today is thursday and i'm in school

only attended 1 lesson of today's module

must try not to pon class le

php lesson, very lost

dunno what to do

my team also cmi

all like doing own things and dunno how to do

later having php UT

heard faci say its gonna be hard

one word to say... DIE~

okay i will stop here

gonna go struggle with my php codings

ciao~

2009-11-11T01:06:00.002+08:00

10 Nov 2009
Tuesday (:

after taking afternoon nap

woke up saw hubby's hp de sms

i don't know what feeling i have

don't know how to react to it

so i acted i didn't see anything

but hubby asked me about it

i don't know how to reply nor do i know how to answer his ques

i just keep say i don't know

asked him a few questions

and i don't think i should say a NO

cause this is the second time he told me he really feel like going

i know my answer would be a NO if he really want me to answer

think awhile about it

since he wanted to go, i agree to it

its his freedom, i can't always keep him by my side

but if is his buddy ask him out, i would say a yes

keep thinking about it when going home...

sometimes we have to give in

although i know i would be sad/unhappy

but if this little give in can bring me long term happiness

i wouldn't mind

i won't always expect a return for every give in

cause you will not know what will happen after it

it might bring you disappointments

1/2 days unhappiness of me can exchange his happiness

i wouldn't mind but i don't think i can do it all the times

okay i will stop here for now

not going to say out too much (:

i won't expect much

just want to have your

accompany,attention, care, love...

happiness of ours <3

2009-11-06T17:21:00.002+08:00

I need you, Hubby ='(

2009-11-06T09:47:00.000+08:00

ytd went to JP cut hair with love

my hair now is short (:

had breakfast at long john silver

yummy~~~

in class today

super tired

having HTML lesson

today change team

minah, natalie and another 2malays

things don't change overnight

but i believe it will get better after some time

2009-11-02T21:34:00.000+08:00

2nd Nov 2009
Is Something Missing?

today isn't a very good day for me

connection sucks to the hell

all thanks to my brother

keep downloading movies and never think of others

play games lag till nothing to say

keep dc too

dc from game is not i want

i also can't do anything to prevent it

if there is i will definitely go do it

since last weekends, everything seems to change

temper, relationship, mood

i dunno, just feel something is missing

i don't like the situation now between us

i'm afraid something bad will happen to us

our temper aren't good this few days too

maybe is because i affected you to be in this way ?

i don't know

i really hate you when you get piss off

sometimes i feel like pissing off too

but i hold back cause i don wan any quarrel happen between us

hope everything will be over soon and back to normal
just wanna say no matter what happen between us
i still love you the most <3

2009-10-28T11:40:00.004+08:00

28th October 2009
Random~

just submitted my PP

PP advisor keep ask me rework

rework also never say what i need to rework in details =.=

today my facilitator ask

What makes you happy?

i think some of us never really go think about it

giving a thought on it ...

i think what makes me happy is being with my loved one together everyday

getting marry, have our own family

having my own interest career too =D

i know its still far cos im still studying in poly

but time flies

soon i will graduate from poly

and my hubby will be in NS =(

cant think of any to blog about

so i will stop here first

take care my dear Cherlyn

don worry soo much

She will be fine
cheer up k? *smile(:

being with you eternity
will be the best part of my life

2009-10-26T03:26:00.001+08:00

26th Oct 2009
Am I Being Selfish?

now the time is 3.06am and im here blogging

couldn't get myself fall asleep

i'm tired, having headache too

but just can't sleep, dunno why =(

thing keep running in my mind

he told me thing on sat, but i pretended to hear nothing

i did not response or answer him

in the night aft night safari, thing did not turn out very good

when we reach his house, i was thinking

am i being selfish? maybe?

suddenly i thought of tat day we went for movie and shopping

wanted to watch Halloween2 but it was fully occupied

so i said we watch it some other day

but now i think i will miss that movie

don't know he remember about it anot

don wanna remind him too, cos i know he can't do anything

they won't change the movie just for me too

sat night before sleep i asked him 1question

i was feeling kinda sad

i'm like controlling too much?

but i don't know whether i can let go abit anot

i'm afraid if i let go abit, he might feel that i neglect him

like don't want care about him

guess im not gonna try that, it's hard for me too =(

he feel like going, so i don't think i should say a NO

its his freedom too

3.25am le, i should go try and get some sleep

nights peep =D

things will not always be the way you want it to be

2009-10-24T13:05:00.000+08:00

24th Oct 2009
Reasons? IDon'tKnow

woke up early today as my relatives are coming over to my place

to baibai(pray) as today is my grandma's death date

feeling very tired =(

last night slept at 5am

actually i got a few things i ~~really~~ don't like

don't ask me the reason, i also dunno how to say =X

sometimes i would close one eye open one eye

but ended up myself feeling so not good

sometimes i don't mind using my unhappiness exchange ur happiness

but now i not so da fang in certain ways

dunno why also, just don't like, don't feel good also

but sometimes there's really nothing i can do to prevent it

or i don't know what to do or how to express myself out

i won't say what things

but i believe who will like it

ytd he told me about it

i wasn't happy and he knew it

but he promise to tell me everything

sorry that i can't control, cos i ~~really~~ don't like it

tried to be happy in front of you

u did cheer me up but after you left, feeling unhappy again

but good thing is it did not last long

but today =(

hao ba..stop all my unhappiness..

later bringing my hubby to Night Safari for the Halloween Night

He is excited cause he say it's his first time

cute uh? hope later we can have great time without all above =D

stay tune to my next post

Night Safari Halloween =DDD

2009-10-21T14:52:00.001+08:00

Feelings?

every Tuesday is my day off

so i will go hubby's place every tuesday (:

didnt start my day good yesterday ):

wasn't feeling good

reason being cause of some small matter

dunno why i will feel sad

whenever i know he is getting more buddy in his BL

happily chatting off with his bl

adding each other in facebook and msn

guess i'm feeling jealous?

being sensitive again

had arguement with him ytd

it has been long we argue/quarrel

sort things out too i guess?

he promised me to inform me everything

hope he keep his promises

hope it will affect our relationship after arguement

hope things won't change and get better =D

went thru all our photos and his photos

have lots of feelings, emotions and thoughts

but all i know is

i don wanna lose him again in life/love

you really mean alot to me

okay lets not talk about sad matter

recently i started playing cafe world in facebook

cause hubby's mama and both sisters were playing

and his mama play until like very fun so i joined them

she will set alarm to remind her that her food is cooked

and if she is not at home, she will call home and ask them help her

cute right? haha

hubby ytd just join us play cafe world

played with him awhile last night before heading to bed

this sat bringing my dear hubby to Night Safari

as he wanted to go for the Halloween event

will blog again for sat activities =DD

no one will know

how deep i fall for you

how important you are to me

nothing can describe my love for you

2009-10-20T17:03:00.000+08:00

17th Oct 2009

Happy 18th Monthsary Hubby!

i love you lots lots

muackiesss~

2009-10-10T22:29:00.000+08:00

Sad? Angry?

slept at 4plus 5am last night

was editing my PP

wanted to go out today

but woke up late and hubby's HT end late too

so didnt go out cos its late alrdy

was very sad, angry, i dunno

just feel very sian

anyways this 2photos is day1 of semester 2

same class as berlin

kelly and cecilia class was right beside my class =D

F1 photos still haven got it

its with teebonsan, hubby

I WANT GO OUT SHOPPING !!!! (F3 F4)

2009-10-05T11:49:00.000+08:00

5th October 2009

Year2 Semester2

new semester new class again

in the same class as Berlin Dear, FM and minah =D

at least i have someone who i know in class

or else it will be super bored

couldn't slp last night, used to slp late

only able to fall aslp around 4am

hubby slept at 5plus =(

new class was very quiet and boring =X

no one discussing in my team

i did my research and worksheet but im still lost

dunno what today's problem really want

now falling aslp, very tired and boring

hope the class will be more active and fun after afew lessons =)

2009-10-03T16:44:00.000+08:00

24th Sept 2009
Hubby's Papa Birthday

as you can see from the photos below

you guys should know where we went

i shall not say much

lets the photos do all the talking =D

once again

Happy Birthday to Hubby's Papa !

it was a enjoyable day

always so fun and happy being with his family

loves loves~

2009-10-01T18:52:00.000+08:00

why are there people who will never be satisfied?

the changes i made

the things i do

they are always not satisfied

always like to nag at me

shout at me

why cant they just appreciate what i have done

i help them so much

cant they see the changes and be satisfied by it

my toleration do have limit

once it really reaches the top of my limit

i will leave

you dont care about my feelings

why must i keep care and think of your feelings

why must i bother so much

you are just making me hate you more

making me dont wanna stay any longer

i dont see the point of staying

either you appreciate or just leave me alone

i will leave one day if this continue

2009-09-28T17:43:00.000+08:00

17th Sept 2009-
Happy 17th Monthsary My Love~

some random pics

and my new pooh cup bought by hubby on anni

loves loves~

Never Regret Loving You~

2009-09-28T17:25:00.000+08:00

6th - 9th Sept -

GENTING~

4days in Genting, really enjoyed myself alot

Thanks hubby for making it possible

iloveyou, teebonsan

2009-09-24T16:36:00.001+08:00

i don't know how to use this blogger

have to upload pics one by one

shifting the pics also give me problems

make me so pissed

now i delete the whole post and remake one again

COMEX SHOW 2009

2009-09-24T02:50:00.001+08:00

some girls may be prettier than me

may be alot better than me

may be more suitable than me

i tried my best not to think about it

i tried my best not to be "sian" in front of him

but i just couldn't stop thinking about it

it just keep came in my mind

and i really wonder =(

i thought after a sleep i will be better and forget about it

i know he loves me alot

i know he gave me the secure that i need

but no matter what every girls will definitely have the little fear in you

fear of losing him any point of time

my love for him has gone so deep that no words can describe

i refused to tell him when he asked me why im like so sian? what happen?

i cried a little

whenever it came in my mind

my heart ache, the fear came, eyes full of tears

i really hope tml it will be gone

i would forget everything

hubby, sorry for being sian just now

hope u understand how i feel

also hope u were here to 'an wei wo'

i need you!

shall find one day date him out to relax and chill

instead of staying home all day long

last but not least

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY HUBBY'S DADDY! =D

stay healthy always

tml going KTV with his family to celebrate his birthday

his daddy's friends will be there too

guess it gonna be an enjoyable day =D

will update more about KTV

and will get all my photos up soon

half way through =X

baby love you more than anyone else

don wanna lose you again

iloveyou

2009-09-16T15:08:00.000+08:00

16th Sept 2009
Emotions

yesterday wasn't feeling well

having diarrhea

dunno why

maybe i eat wrong foods or i'm heaty

went through all videos i have made for love

and some photos of him and us

had some flash back of the past

as well as our happy moments

suddenly miss him so much

wanted to hug him so much

anyways im happy that tonight he is staying overnight

and tml is our anni =DD

he said he wan bring me out

yeah~!

okay, will blog again when i have the time

and post all the past photos of genting and work =D

LovingYouIsWhatIWant,

HavingYou,

YourHeart,

YouLoveIsWhatINeed

2009-09-15T21:33:00.000+08:00

10th - 13th Sept 2009
COMEX 2009

right after genting i have to start work

it was so tiring for the past 4dayss

my dear hubby fall sick le

having bad sore throat, fever and ulcers

unable to work with me =(

was feeling very sad and don feel like working too

but like very irresponsible so i went to work

sorry hubby that this time i cant take care of you

hope you recover fast fast =D

anyways throughout the 4days i really have no motivations to work

the sales was bad too

angry with myself when i have no sales and im really very tired =(

almost break down but i bear with it

okay, i shall talk about something im happy and surprise with =D

friday night hubby headed down suntec to fetch me from work

was very happy and surprise that he make the effort to came down

i really appreciate it =D

miss him so much and i cried when i have to part with him =((

he promised to fetch me from work again on sunday

and overnight at my house

yay!!!! haha

okay, last but not least

14th sept 2009

Happy Birthday to my hubby's mama =D

stay pretty, young and healthy forever

Hubby thanks for everything you have done

I really appreciate it

These 4days really miss you alot

Sorry that i breakdown twice

love you always <3

2009-09-15T21:20:00.000+08:00

9th Sept 2009

Back In Singapore

hello everyone~

im back in singapore!

had lots of fun at genting with my loves =D

and we bought our couple hoodie

hehe..so happy~

okay now i will talk about how we spend our 4days 3nights =)

First Day

reach genting around 2plus 3

had our lunch at first world hotel

aft that went to shop, play arcade and bowling while waiting for our turn to check in

check in around 5plus 6 if i nvr rmb wrongly

after checking in at First World, went to had our dinner

me and boy went to buy 11.30pm Final Destination 4 movie tickets

went back hotel room to rest awhile and headed for movie

overall movie was nice =D

Second Day

woke up at 11plus and wash up

as we are changing to a better room (:

after changing room, heading down to get outdoor theme park tickets

played the whole afternoon and went to purchase UP movie tickets at around 5plus

had dinner with hubby after that movie with hubby, both sis and his cousin =D

but i fell asleep in the middle part =(

think im really tired but i think the movie is really cute and funny

after movie went shopping and headed back room to rest

Third Day

woke up at 8plus i think to have breakfast buffet with hubby, his family and relative

the foods there was alright

neither delicious nor disgusting, avg overall

after that went to genting highlands hotel to shop

and played acrade while all adults go casino

headed back hotel room to get our socks

and its time to play bowling =DD

and lots of fun playing with them

it's hubby's mama first time playing

she was good but during our first game

sometimes happen which makes us laugh laugh laugh

is that his mama bowling ball drop when she swing to the back =X

after bowling, went back hotel room to have our lunch and rest

went to find his mama, his elder and his cousin at pool

play 3games with hubby and off to get our hoodie =DDD

and buy one shirt for his bro

headed back hotel room, eat cup noodles

slack and chit chat with his family and relative

after that me and hubby go er ren shi jie walk walk

and bought mac back room to eat =X

Forth Day

woke up at 11plus as we need to check out at 12plus

after check out, we put our bags with a station which is for us to put our bags with them while we are away

had our lunch and headed acrade to find his youngest sis

play and slack there till 2pm

collected our bags and headed to the coach station eat again while waiting to board bus

BYEBYE GENTING~!

hubby thanks for giving me such a enjoyable and memorable genting trip

baby really had lots of fun

really cant bear to part with you

iloveyou, hubby <3